What if

You know the world isn't the way you'd wish it to. I wish it was just me and my brother, but it isn't that easy since I had to share him. As much as I hate talking or sharing things, I just thought I had all things to myself. But as you start growing up, it isn't easy at all. If there was a wish that existed I would do everything I want. But I see now that selfishness is never the advice that people need in life, especially me. I swear if I had the power no one would be in my way, but sometimes wishes like that don't come true. That's why there are rules everywhere you'd go, the world has no easy life. Look at a business man for instance, at morning he's late and has to get to his appointment, then something wrong happens. A car bumps his car from behind and then all his anger, anxiety, feury, temper and bad spirit comes out. And he'll be like "YOU BROKE MY CAR , CAN'T YOU SEE I'M LATE FOR MY APPOINTMENT" People sometimes wish for something too extreme and then blame God that their wish never came true. First thing my mom says to me, "think about how you're doing instead of telling others how they're doing. You might not even know that it's impacting your life worse than others." Sometimes my friends and I love to wish for things. This other day we wished for super powers, we went on and on about it, until we realised that there is no one that can have powers in the world. Let alone the Galaxy,...wishes, wishes, wishes. We are so naughty thinking it's all about us, now that I see keeping myself in the corner. Not wanting anyone then soon I think no one loves me. It is not like that at all, this is what creates suicide. It is pretty rare to be tempted by the devil, there is something called spiritual gifts for defeating him. That's why God is there to cure us. Here's my good wish for once, I wish I could change the bad in me. And best thing about my sweet mom is that she'd say the best cure for your worries and anger is and only God. So I will change my inner evil into an inner peace, not the chicken inner peace on television. The only inner peace I am looking for is God, and I thank God for my family especially my mom. She's been there but I was too blind to see it, now I am an open book and will forever be. Love is tough and easy to get but the most hardest thing to restore. I will promise and keep my promise that I am not gonna lose the precious love mom and my family built to keep us together will stay stable and shared for those who seek it. 😇😁

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